April 2, 2007

• I'm in Arizona right now, but I'm flying back to VA tomorrow night then I have an 8 AM Organic Chemistry test awaiting me.
  I really don't want to study anymore. I have so much little things to do that just irritates me.

  On a happier note, I am so glad to be back home. I am glad to finally lay in my own bed where I feel most comfortable. I'm just glad that all my belongings back east are slowly finding their way back here in AZ. Who knew I had so much things? I really accumulate so much.

  Being here in Arizona made me realize how I am ready to leave Virginia. I have done my share and time there. I am really much ready to move on with m y life. Looking back, I realized how VA has been a blessing and a curse for me. I have grown up to be an independent and mature woman and I have VA to thank for that. I have also learned that giving your all to people is not as perfect as it sounds. You need to restrict yourself in some way in such a way that you don't always get hurt. I have made friends, I have lost friends. I made friends with people I shouldn't have. I should've made friends sooner to people who truly care about me. All in all, I am somewhat satisfied with my last 4 years of college. I mean I am going to medical school and that by far is my greatest accomplishment and achievement no one can take from me.

  I have had so many people cross, hurt, stabbed me, and yet I am here still standing strong.

  Who gets the last laugh now while I am living my dream after May 5, 2007.
  
  There's no looking back now. And yes, thank you for all those hurtful words, ways, circumstances that were brought upon me. That just made me realize your true color.

  And it ain't pretty.

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  I got my graduation dress already. My mom and I started sending out Graduation announcements too. My 3 and 1/3 boxes are full of my stuff. It's like I'm moving my entire life back to the Philippines.

  I am excited.
  I am scared.
  I am anxious.
  I am ....

  (no words can describe)
  

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